I just realised I'll be screwed this semester.

I mean, with my IDS being so crap and my EHM... well, I blame myself ):

I did some thinking on my part about all that I've went though this 2 semesters over the Lunar New Year, and I realised that I enjoy being part of the group of people to which everything happens to. I'm not sure if I phrased that right.

Call it being part of the 'privileged group' if you may, it doesn't matter to me. I just don't wanna to miss a thing (as well-sung by Aerosmith); life is as short as it is, and I've wasted too much time. I hope I'll somehow miraculously scrape through into top 3 again.


In other news, I've been feeling pretty lousy lately; perhaps it's because I feel that I've been missing out on too much in life, all aspects of it. I'm not the guy I set myself out to be, maybe that's why.

Ever since I was capable of thinking rationally, I have kept getting myself enmeshed between rather conflicting ideas and personalities: the recessive ones are the ones I want but, hey, they are recessive :/

So... I hope you've had a blast this new year. Happy Lunar New Year!